March 18, 2009

Summer! I propose change!

I hate the weather! I mean it was just getting comfy cold and I was getting quilted out and all of a sudden...BAM! It's summer. Ick. If there is anything I hate more than walking around this city in the rain and slush, it is waking up in the heat. In my idyllic world, it is fancy jackets and hot chocolate weather atleast 361 days a year. That would leave two days for a tremendous rainfall (so that they have to close the office) and two days of stifling, scorching heat (where you can spend underwater because it's too hot to do anything else). See, I'm open to a small amount of moderation.

I'm looking forward to a few more days of comparative serenity. Nothing about last week was very crazy, but it was fast-paced enough and left me with such little personal time that I was a bit burnt-out by the time Friday night rolled around. I just have to make it through the next week and then a little vacation awaits. I'll probably be hitting Pondicherry (fingers crossed), where, with the exception of my date with Law & Order, I plan to spend all of my time slightly intoxicated, kicking water and working on losing my newly gained weight. Lord knows I'm up for the challenge.

However, the biggest test in my life now is to maintain my sanity at work and keep earning a paycheck. All in all, they've been very civil to me here. No reason I can't continue to do what I’m doing at this company and work towards outside goals. I just have to keep my patience and realize that I don't have to be stuck here forever.

And as my creative self, has always reminded me, I can always go out for Indian Idol Senior Edition in 20 years, if nothing else works out.

I’ve been kicking myself for not discovering this song any sooner. Well, yesterday Ru sent me this song and somehow it went right into all the nerves in my head. As an aside, ‘Love is not a fight’ by North Carolina-born singer/songwriter Warren Barfield, gets better and better every time I listen to it and the fact that I'm still hitting 'play' after turning in the review should say a good deal. And it gets me oh so happy by even writing about it here on my pretty little blog in any way.
My exterior pretended to be un-moved but in my head I was clearing up flowing awesomeness. Amazing doesn't begin to do justice to this song. What a revelation. A beautiful skillfully layered gorgeously instrumented work that has officially burrowed its magic into my brain.







To the good person responsible for getting me to hear it- Ru, thanks.

5 Pulses Say:

Anonymous said...

prisy!....you wrote about the man of my dreams!....*sigh* if only he wasn't married..... :( .....i'm in love...

illusionaire said...

Is your work driving you insane? Here too, its driving us insane, but never in that "I hate this job, I am going to leave" type. Its the hectic but fun kind of insane.

Dont push yourself too hard Eve. Relax and love your job. Once you love it, then everything else in this world becomes easy and relaxed too.

Eveline said...

@Ru: If only! :))

@Illusionaire: Never thought i'd be the one to say that my job makes me unhappy, but i'm already there. Hoping for better days, kima! Thanks for the comment and the advice. Supah weekend to ya!

illusionaire said...

Well I am working in office on this so called "Supah weekend" as you put it :D And yet, I am not complaining. Once you love your job, you love everything else *wink*

Eveline said...

Whoa!! If this isn't called dedication i dont know what is :P
There was a time I loved my job, guess it's just something i'll have to work towards. Happy Workin Weekend :)